07 March, 2018

MidAtlantic Memories

MAQF  Williamsburg, VA  2000
I've been going up to MidAtlantic Quilt Festival for a long time, somewhere in the vicinity of twenty years; always with friends and always making memories. Back when I started going up it was held in Williamsburg, VA; it moved to Hampton in 2005. Back in those earlier days I traveled with these two: Quiltkeemosabe in the center and Maredda, on the right. We met in the summer of 1992. I was teaching a class at a local quilt shop and these two ladies signed up, they were both brand-new in town and were wanting to connect with the quilting community. The three of us became fast friends from that very day. We were always up for an adventure, that never changed. I moved away in January of 1995, to Puerto Rico. I still remember the day that the moving van arrived, sitting on a bed amidst boxes piled high, with Maredda; she assured me that I would make new friends. I wasn't so sure. I moved once again, in July of 1996, from Puerto Rico to Geneva, Switzerland. Through it all Maredda sent notes and cards and photos, so did Quiltkeemosabe, even at foreign postal rates. Eventually, Quiltkeemosabe moved away too. The two of us vowed to move back one day. Maredda remained and continued to be faithful with prolific correspondence. During this time of being scattered, one from another, the three of us launched a Round Robin challenge with other local quilters from "back home".  Again, my friends were loyal; keeping me as a part of the group despite exorbitant postal rates at each "round". We had a grand unveiling party and social gathering at Maredda's home in May of 1997. What fun we had that evening, as always.
Maredda with her Round Robin quilt top at the "unveiling" event. 
Each time that I managed a "home leave" the three of us got together again. Sometimes our adventures were attending a quilt show, or maybe a fabric shopping excursion or sharing a meal; but there was always MidAtlantic Quilt Festival in February. The last time the three of us went together was in 2003. After that, things changed; Maredda's husband had retired and they had purchased a large recreational vehicle together to winter in Texas on the gulf coast. I had returned "back home" by that time and we built our home and were settled. Quiltkeemosabe had moved again but wasn't too far away, she moved back, for good, in 2005; but the three amigas were no longer bonded as we had been before. Sadly, Maredda was leaving us-- by inches. Her memory was fading fast, Alzheimer's was claiming her, although we didn't quite understand what was happening at the time.
One day, maybe ten years ago, I found a fat envelope in my mailbox containing many cards and letters that I had sent to her when we lived far away. She had kept them, and mailed them back to me (or someone did). Rather than viewing this as a rejection of our friendship Quiltkeemosabe was quick to point out to me that letting go of things that she was trying so desperately to remember, or keep organized, was necessary for her tortured mind. Since then I have read through and through these letters and cards, I am thankful that she returned them, they serve as a precious journal of those long-ago days for me now. 
This photo was taken in the fall of 2004, Hannes was just a tiny puppy! I had stopped by a local rec-center where I knew Maredda quilted with friends on Wednesday mornings to show her our newest family member. We had a wonderful visit that morning but things were changing, despite how hard we tried to pretend that they weren't.
I think of Maredda every day. Each time that I look at the window and beyond. At the window in our eating area because there hangs one of these monthly quilt minis that she made for me many years ago. This is such a fitting gift and lovely reminder as she always decorated her home seasonally. I think of her when I look beyond the window, too; as there stands the birdbath that she hauled out to our home construction site in early 2001 after witnessing birds bathing there in a rain-filled rut left by a tractor tire. We immediately placed that birdbath and filled it, long before our house had roof or walls. It stands in the side yard to this day, providing a bathing and drinking respite for our fine feathered friends and reminding me of a long ago kindness bestowed by a loving friend. 
MidAtlantic Quilt Festival 2018 ~ I am the shortest one standing, Quiltkeemosabe on far right. 
Fast forward to yet another MidAtlantic Quilt festival, this one; just a few weeks ago. This photo was taken on the very day that Maredda passed away; although we didn't learn this very sad fact until days after we had returned. Naturally, my heart broke but I was thankful that her suffering was over at long last. She had already been gone from us now for a long time, but we will never forget her and all the fun that we had together. Maredda was right after all: I did acquire new friends. Hold on to them tightly, make memories while you can; life changes with twists and turns you might never expect but your memories will be your treasures forever! ❤

Life is Good!

12 comments:

Mary said...

A wonderful tribute to someone who was obviously a wonderful friend before that horrible disease stole her away. My condolences on your loss, especially as Alzheimer's drags out the loss over years, losing someone by bits and pieces.

Ann Parks said...

What a lovely remembrance of your good friend! I know you will miss her always but will also treasure the memories y'all made together.

Karen - Quilts...etc. said...

many happy memories that you have - cherish them

Janet O. said...

So poignant.

Carolyn said...

I'm sorry for your loss. Good friends and happy memories are to be cherished.

Little Penpen said...

So sweet; so sad.... ((hugs)) to you!

sunny said...

What a lovely post. So sorry for the loss of your friend.

45th Parallel Quilter said...

I lost a beloved aunt to Alzheimer's and miss her to this day. So sorry for your loss but happy you have so many wonderful memories. Your tribute to her shows the love you had for her. God bless. Linda H

Helen said...

I am so sorry for the loss of your dear friend. Your tribute to her (and your close group of caring friends) was just wonderful. You have many wonderful memories and tangible things to keep her alive in your heart. (((hugs)))

LizA. said...

What a wonderful tribute to a dear friend. Alzheimer’s is such a cruel disease — lost an aunt to it at a young age.

Bernie Kringel said...

This is a beautiful post. Alzheimer's is such an incipient, awful disease. My father in law had early onset AD and died at age 61. My cousin is just a year younger than me, so she's 56, and has early onset AD. She is now unable to drive, cook, etc. I pray for a solution to this because it is just miserable. I love the emotion in this tribute to your friend.

Tanya said...

It is so nice to finally "meet" Quiltkeemosabe in person! I've heard of her so much over the years.

...and to meet your friend Maredda... it is hard when an illness such as Alzheimer's takes over. She loved and remembered you when she could and you keeping her in your heart is the best gift she could receive.